April 15, 2008~~6:26 p.m.
Passive much?

Yea, um... I'm an idiot.

I do this kind of dumb thing that has been a very effective way for me to vent and move on with my life. Today, it worked out a little differently when I accidentally hit *send* while composing an email that was never meant to be seen.

As a result, I'm not in a position to avoid conflict by pretending that the incident that inspired the e-vent was no big deal. Instead, I get to have a big, dramatic discussion detailing how my feelings were hurt. Ack. I'd rather lop off a finger; it'd be less painful.

I tried to work around the confrontation by following up with an emailed apology, but that was met by a concerned voicemail.

Logically, I know it's better to actually deal with things and to reach actual resolutions... I just prefer not to.

I'd rather be happy and just moving on is a faster route back.